do you ever feel like your math grade is literally ruining your life
OH MY GOD DO NOT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THIS, FUCK MATH AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT
i don’t wanna live that way
reading into every word you say
you said you could let it go
and i wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
I just want to be alone
sounds good, yeah. but it won’t happen. zero privacy nowadays. apparently i can’t even play games without being claimed to ignore him. yeah :/
white elephants in the room.
My boyfriend is my hero, seriously.
So I was in the middle of printing my final paper for English which was due now (my teacher ended up postponing class by an hour and a half) when my school card ran out of money on it. I had to rush across the school (rather large campus so I got tired and it’s hot and humid) to deposit money into the card using the school’s machine. When I got to the machine, it was broken down and a sign on it told me to go by the card office so when I did and waited in the slow, long line, they told me they couldn’t put money in it because I offered only change. I texted my boyfriend in a panic and he told me he secretly stashed me money this morning so I could eat lunch (we had this conversation where I said I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to afford it and he offered me money but I declined so he secretly snuck me some in my backpack so I would ‘stumble’ upon it and be able to get some). The amount he slipped me turned out to be the same price as to print all 50 pages of my final and so he is the reason I am able to turn in my final today.
I wonder how many times I check my pant pockets or coin jar and find money and assume it’s from tips I’ve earned when in reality it is him helping me this whole time. My boyfriend is my hero.
I love this song
(Source: samljackson)
Interesting week
My parents left on a cruise all week (after begging Orlando and I to join them, I refused on end, I don’t want to be surrounded by water) and so Orlando and I were happy to have the whole house to ourselves and blast films at high volume and make a huge mess without anyone to judge us. We found my older brother’s old legos and built things (I asked Orlando if he had some and he ended up going out and buying some /that’s so like him/ but they aren’t anything like our childhood stuff, drank Jack Daniel’s Downhome Punch (We tried it at Shinedown’s concert and it was delicious), started renovating my room (he’s so kind, he -built- me curtain rods and the final price of them was of a single cheap-o rod..he is a man of many trades), and I quit my job.
Last week, on my final day of work, I was already feeling shitty (a certain few people didn’t make it better) and the customers and my boss were being total asses to me. A grown-up couple in their 60’s being total assholes caught me really off guard and I kept taking the burn from my boss about it. So after being bitched to, I threw in the towel and walked out. Unfortunately, now I need a new job so I can continue staying afloat in financial stability (after we see Foo Fighters at the Bamboozle Festival, Orlando wants to see the band of his dreams, System of a Down in Chicago, IL or whatever other city we pick together.. neither one of us can afford to see SOAD right now so we’re both going to have to pick up another job).
Let’s seeee what else..
Hung out with Amber, Michael, Aaron, and Katie a huge part of the week. Nothing too exciting there,
We went to see Korn a couple days ago (after Michael begged us, haha) with Amber and Michael. Orlando secretly paid for my ticket /that’s so like him AGAIN jansjdkfnakjsf/ and I won a signed poster and CD ;3
Okay. So. I was not prepared in anyway for that raging mosh pit. I learned I am a very weak person that day, being drunk, sick and semi-high. They got at least 3 encores (by the third one I was like X.X) and apparently, from what everyone was saying, I was blacking out. I remember this somewhat. I remember looking at Orlando and saying something and he was holding my head up and telling me to look up. Orlando says I was most likely blacking out from exhaustion. I remember wanting water more than anything. Poor Orlando, he likes playing hero. I didn’t like people hitting him so I was often jumping in-between and he would laugh (most people laughed when they saw me ..Orly says it’s cause I’m some small little girl moshing versus all these large men). At one point, this chola chick hit the other one right in front of me and broke her nose and I got caught in that and I felt Amber pull me out of it cause it got UGLY fast and I was still blacking out and falling everywhere and nearly puking..
In the first set still, some guy picked me up and threw me (literally tossed) away from Orlando and I heard Amber yell CHRISTY in like this high-pitched panicked voice of death and I headbutted this guy in the stomach and then he hit my head with the back of his arm..which hurt, so I shoved him over and elbowed him and like he looked at me all >:( and then, I think either Orlando or Amber pulled me back into the mass of the crowd and so forth. In the second set, I remember we were already at the front where the stage is (wall of death), and Orlando was all cheesy and yells, “I will fight to the death for you!” because he was keeping me from getting crushed ;; He is so cute :) I was half in-half out so I barely remember anything further than this.
Orlando said it was nothing in comparison to Slipknot’s moshes but whatever, I barely was able to keep consciousness at the end. Orlando had to hold me up because I couldn’t walk on my own and he said I kept blabbing about nothing all the way to Amber’s car.
Amber and Michael came over to my room after the concert and chilled in there, which I liked since the renovation is still in process. (I’ll vlog when it is done)
Then… >///<
Well, sexy time happened when Amber and Michael left. (Which reminds me, at the concert, Orlando and I were making out and this guy is like FUUUUUCCCK YEAAAH and watched us every time, and the last time he gets like right in our faces like as if he was to join…) Anyway, I had left my windows and blinds wide open so my neighbors totally heard/saw us and I practically woke up the whole neighborhood (it’s very silent..and I’m not). He was magical, don’t get me wrong, but we were both soo embarrassed when we finished and heard our neighbors come out talking.. xD.. Probably the most embarrassing thing in my life, other than when my dad walked in while we were watching Bruno last night. If you’ve ever seen that film.. yeah. So many dicks, it’s like a porno. He probably thought we were watching one.
/Apologies for the poor grammar/
Seeing Orlando try so hard to protect me though really changed how I viewed him though (in a good way). I tried to protect him too but I often got looks from people like “xD lols” because I am so small by comparison.
